yungdeleuze on Twitter: "I feel so relieved now that I can accept having a personality. It feels better, more natural. Buddhism exalts nothingness to eliminate suffering. Christianity exalts wabi sabi to maximize the Passion of humanity over the longest span of time possible."

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

I didn’t allow myself to grow too attached to my own personality, because I wanted as little baggage as possible as I continually constructed and reconstructed my ways of thinking and being.

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spiritual_materialism …

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

I had a mathematics college professor who taught a small class part-time at my elementary school. He taught me to approximate and how to think about hard problems. If someone asks a question about mathematics and you don’t know the answer, the best guesses are: 0,1,infinite

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

For a long time, I subscribed to the Buddhist notion that one’s ego should be annihilated: 0. In the spring, I tried Nietzsche’s idea that ego should be maximized: infinite. Now, I’ve realized that ego is not harmful if it resides in the proper place: 1.

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

1 is a number that is meaningless on its own, as all numbers exist solely through their relation to each other and the ways they can be manipulated. So what is the ego, 1, in relation to?

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

If A is an ontological frame that holds your world together, in my case Christianity, and b is your own personality, then: [A b] = the product of your life, with some noise (inaccuracy/sin) thrown in

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

Imagine A is an infinite dimensional matrix Imagine b is a vector with an infinite number of values For the sake of discussion, assume that the experience of your life is the fusion of these quantities and that they end up multiplying

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

For 3.5 years, I repeatedly discarded b while continually computing new approximations of A.

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

Ego, b, develops naturally on its own. The real ego trip I’ve been on for the past 3.5 years: I continued to periodically kill b after it had developed for a while and replace it with the byproduct of a new conception of A.

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

The person never matched the ideal, so a continual unhappiness and grasping towards perfection continued.

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yungdeleuze‏ @yungdeleuze Oct 10

I feel so relieved now that I can accept having a personality. It feels better, more natural. Buddhism exalts nothingness to eliminate suffering. Christianity exalts wabi sabi to maximize the Passion of humanity over the longest span of time possible.

6:02 PM - 10 Oct 2018