People have tried to love me at various points, and I haven’t let them. Always afraid of satisfaction. Afraid that I wouldn’t Become the Ideal.
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At other times, I forget the women who have been in my life, and think to myself: why am I alone? I get into a thought loop: Ah, it must be because I’m unlovable in my current state. I need to grind harder. Then I inflict more psychological pain on myself.
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I love being in high energy states. I’m committed to Experiencing life and loving God. Right now, I feel gratitude. I feel blessed for my family and the wonderful friends I have. I’m working on what I perceive to be the most interesting software project other than Bitcoin.
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I always enjoy hearing your thoughts!
Many of the people in my life this year have been surprised by my expression of emotions, as they aren’t used to it.
Still working on it, for sure. It’s about the process, not the result. 
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