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Except in the rare cases of actual Count of Monte Cristo style actual revenge against people who provoked the resentment/spite, the emotion is generally an instant-gratification one, like scratching an itch, not an anticipation-based one in striatum circuitry
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I'm the opposite, A/R/SoL stifles me completely. I can't be generative again till I let go. But that's just me. Fundamentally content is not the same as restful to me. That state makes me randomly curious/exploratory/mind-wandering.
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