hehe, I'm in the opposite boat, I've never been able to come close to even remotely giving a crap, and sometimes it feels like I missed out on some major motivational fuel... in fact I've pondered trying to pick a target and larp the envy game
" Not giving a crap" is a facade of the most insecure. Those who are the most insecure often think of themselves as better than their peers or isolated into not feeling. I hope you give a crap, about anything. Especially yourself, enough to be happy for others.