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yeah it's been a doozy of a day. first time I've really felt the irritability flare uncontrollably. hasn't been that long, so I can't say whether this is just a crash from my previous heights or if this is my normal baseline and indeed worth medicating might lose my mind yet
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1 month. Honestly, i thought this would be both harder and more transformative. Mostly it feels kind of the same. I am a little more focused, a little better at accomplishing things. It's not like i took Adderall though, on still distractable, still coming to twtr for dopamine
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i do feel like it's harder to shake a bad mood, harder to get into work mode, harder to get out of work mode after work. I've always kind of have a sticky clutch mentally and I think I was using weed to help me switch gears. sometimes a walk helps I guess. or a beer, at night
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other phenomenological effects: time passes a lot faster? I think this probably because my short-term memory is working better. kind of a weird feeling tho, The days just fly by Things aren't as funny either. Like things are still absurd but In a more dreary way
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Twitter is definitely feels worse. Just less interested in getting into other people's reality tunnels. Like cool, I guess I'm glad you had those thoughts, I'm not here to argue with you and I'm definitely not going to read all that.. find myself seeking out the weirdest posters
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