Takeshi & The Kid

(I also got maliciously put on a couple of blocklists back in the day because of community drama, which is another issue)

The people I had experiences with were very much striking out against their own community - not that I don't criticise trans twitter myself, but this was more serious. But it's just as likely it's something more innocent, or a mistake, so I thought I'd shoot an ask anyway.

So I see a new comic coming out with a trans writer, and... it's someone who had me blocked. Given I had some pretty bad experiences with a couple of trans people in the industry, it gave me a depressive feeling I can't fully describe in words.

I find that the first instinct for a lot of people in situations like this is to say something along the lines of, "I DON'T OWE YOU ANYTHING", but it's a problem when we're supposed to be sticking together as a community & don't get much positive representation.

Also just FYI Riley's friend Destiny had DGG brigade me and he called me mentally deficient on stream but Riley is 100x more critical of one than the other. But whatever, I got mad at you a year ago so support people who care more about social capital than genocide denial.

I'm sure you'll just block or call me crazy for @ing you over a like or some other ableist BS. I checmed the likes to see if there was anyone I should be cautious of. But maybe simping for people who protect genocide deniers isn't a good way to get one up on your old pal Rose.

I very much doubt you properly investigated this and came to the conclusion that Mel is not a tankie, and Riley, someone known for bad takes was in the right to ban me for calling out genocide denial. I think you just wanted to help a larger streamer bully someone you don't like.

Inbox demanding proof of an off hand accusation I'd made about someone who was helping propogate the views of people who'd left me a traumatised mess. It wasn't an "excuse" for whatever bad behaviour I supposedly engaged in, but rendered Riley's actions and tone insensitive af.

Tankies psychologically tortured me over the course of 2 years which is part of why my MI is as bad as it is. I have good reason to be suspicious of people like Mel who continually retweet genocide deniers. Thus, I was in the middle of a trauma episode when Riley stormed into my

Whatever I did or didn't do after that, that was hurtful in ways you can't imagine and seeing people in Riley's chat who is been friendly with 2 days ago theorise about how my BPD was affecting my actions was dehumanising, but moreover a red herring because it didn't matter.

Riley brought Mel on her stream where they and my chat where they dissected my MI. The reason I feel out with you stemmed from an inappropriate and ableist PM that chastised me over several issues I'd brought up with you previously - privately - that you assured me w as fine.

Spending much time and effort defending people being criticised by the wider trans community or people like Destiny. There's a deeper issue going on here. Part of me was hoping to reach out and try and make amends but the fact that you liked a comment like that is extremely sad.

I have spent the day having a breakdown and being genuinely suicidal and now you and Riley are putting me on blast on stream and threatening to make a video about me. I cannot stomach the palpable evil coming off you in this stream.

You were my friend and I trusted you. You clearly have no moral core at all.

That doesnt explain then trans women who almost exclusively dare both trans and cis women, of which they are many. You can't call them bisexual. There's clearly an overlap here. https://t.co/aAVYfov1gZ 

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