MetaJess

All my thinking (and my tweets are nothing but my thinking transcribed) has been nothing but an EXCUSE to not feel what i IMMINENTLY feel, for fear of how I'd die / it'd transform me. I've been a coward. Nothing else matters.

Almost everything i do is to PALLIATE the sadness I feel instead of FEELING IT. I've APPROPRIATED the self-transforming label as a preemptive defence: I've appropriated it so that I could stay exactly the same.

do you mean you haven't really sat down and felt your feelings? that's not true right there were a couple of times you felt sad but couldn't cry i think you should minimise your problem search to just the problem area instead of blowing a hole in your frame

> i think you should minimise your problem search to just the problem area instead of blowing a hole in your frame bro do you even local optima

problem w where you're going with this is questions like "what the hell have you been doing for the past X years" will come up it will produce a cascade effect in someone with Depression, and next thing you know they want to jump off a building

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