MetaJess

the Ace of Wands is pure Fire, energy and vibrancy inverted, it might be a warning about misdirected or insufficient energy. over the Star, it might imply that the way I'm using my energy is going to result in...lazy dreaminess? instead of the Star's real potential

3. subconscious influences represented by the Lovers good friends. may indicate that my relationship is driving me on a deep level. or, it might be something else, but generally I see it as a positive thing when it shows up, upright

4. hopes/goals/aim wrt situation is...inverted six of disks, which is a bit confusing to me disks Earth, materialism, money, tangible resources inverted this might be a warning about financial issues or stinginess, but its position in the spread confuses me

5. recent past is 7 of Swords, Futility self doubt, distraction, mental chaos. well this is obviously true

6. the future, what might occur soon (but is not the end state Ace of Swords pure Air, intellect. potential for insight and clarity, a "breakthrough," a new idea neat

7. me, in this context, including all of it inverted Prince of Cups, kind of a wild unreliable boy. "ambitious and obtuse" well geez a warning about recklessness and selfishness? this one is also tricky for me to interpret

8. external things outside my control, the Hanged Man restriction, lack of acceptance, perceived inability to move forward possibly advice to remember that I have very little control over how much others accept me and ought to relinquish my need to control it

9. hopes/expectations/fears, guidance and warning I mislabeled this as prince of cups, it's the Princess of Cups she is a sensitive sort of person, easily lost in dreaminess (that again, hmmm) ok I know what this means but I'm not gonna talk about it lol