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    1. g o b l i n  🌱‏ @goblinodds 19 Apr 2020
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      damn, i 100% have not gotten used to it 😅 but yours sounds like the healthy response i expect is a normal part of development

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    2. Mechanical Monk  🏵️‏ @mechanical_monk 19 Apr 2020
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      Idk It doesn't feel like I've internalized, made peace with mortality It feels more like I'm incapable of imagining mortality *fully* I've never had someone I was close to in any way die yet It happened in a dream once and it felt like the universe roundkicked me in the head

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    3. g o b l i n  🌱‏ @goblinodds 19 Apr 2020
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      shit, yeah i've yet to lose anyone close but i've spent an inordinate amount of time thinking about it (and also imagining nothingness after life) 😬 like it's gonna mentally prepare me instead of just stress me out in the present on top of any future grief

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    4.  💎 Emily / aiju  💎‏ @the_aiju 19 Apr 2020
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      Whoa. I’ve lost two extremely important people to me (my best friend in 2012 and my grandfather last year).

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    5. g o b l i n  🌱‏ @goblinodds 19 Apr 2020
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      oh gosh that's terrible :( i'm so sorry

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    6.  💎 Emily / aiju  💎‏ @the_aiju 19 Apr 2020
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      Grief is weird. For a while it feels like the worst thing in the world. Then you sort of adjust? Really feels unlike everything else to me.

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    7. g o b l i n  🌱‏ @goblinodds 19 Apr 2020
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      i can imagine! (but probably not accurately)

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    8.  💎 Emily / aiju  💎‏ @the_aiju 19 Apr 2020
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      It got a lot easier second time around because I knew the grief would be over some day. When my friend died it was “yup, gonna be sad for all eternity now”.

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    9.  💎 Emily / aiju  💎‏ @the_aiju 19 Apr 2020
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      And ooh boy my own mortality. I was suicidal for a very long time and just got used to the idea of death as relief from suffering. Last year I realised that no, I actually really like being alive, and yes, I will die one day. Definitely hit me like a ton of bricks.

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    10. Mechanical Monk  🏵️‏ @mechanical_monk 19 Apr 2020
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      Hm After feeling somewhat suicidal for most of my 20s, I struck a balance in the past couple of years where I'd be okay with either, existence or non-existence That feels like the best of both worlds

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      MetaJess‏ @ssica3003 19 Apr 2020
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      That ton-of-bricks feeling only hit me when I was about 21. Was raised believing in an afterlife, only got round to truly considering the end of "me" at an old age. I was really stoned and had a spun out panic attack. I have death anxiety now. I hope it will go away one day.

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        2. g o b l i n  🌱‏ @goblinodds 19 Apr 2020
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          oof :(

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          right now. considering what i've done

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