Your deep aesthetic is present in what you feel the need to over-explain in conversation.
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I find myself vacillating between feeling that 1. making it through those exp and eventually clearing my eyes gives me a perspective others lack (good) 2. I'm wounded by those experiences in ways most will never understand; I am separate in ways I can't even articulate (bad)
Absolutely. I also vacillate between: 1. Telling the story of my past reminds me how far I’ve come and gives context so people can support my continued growth and 2. Constantly retelling this story is a stale act that is undermining who I am now and preventing growth
