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combine it with investing and gambling. It's life threatening. As a random anon account I don't anticipate any engagement but in my suicide note I will provide my twitter username and urge my family to spread the message. I know I'm not the first and most definitely not the last

I need to make a few things very clear: I have full accountability and I take full responsibility for my actions. My recklessness and the outright rash lack of critical thinking is on me entirely, as was my failure to apply appropriate risk management. I could go on and on.

I'm not looking for sympathy. Just telling my story. I'm not a lambo moon boy that expected the chart to continue up in a parabolic manner, the apy to stay the same and we would all run off into the sunset. The apy was simple, it was to amass a treasury and provide lucrative..

revenue sharing and opportunities in various projects across multiple niches with a founder who had a track record of delivering highly innovative and successful projects and protocols. Of course the community played a part but it was never a cult for me #frognation

In the shadow of the last bear market, I slowly and patiently built my position and I waited. I was rewarded! The recent bull market resulting in my portfolio to surpass all expectations and I had life changing money in my hands. This money was going to be the answer to all of..

the problems in my life. The depression, the dead end job. The therapy, counseling and the meds. The self loathing, the insecurities that eat me alive. *peak crypto top signal incoming* I told my dead end job to go fuck itself. My bills were paid and I was self employed..

That's where the complacency crept in. That's where the greed festered and what I had wasn't enough. Not enough to retire prematurely from having to work a meaningless dead-end job my whole life because I don't believe in myself. I can't build a career. Crypto was my way out..

I watched nocoiners outperform me with Shib. $69k didn't hold. The bear market loomed and the market sentiment shifted. I didn't take profit, but I can make it back! I don't have time to wait for another bull market. I can't miss out. That's where investing turned to gambling..

I jumped from pump to dump, shitcoin to shitcoin and add a little dash of leverage. I capitulated and aped into $TIME and here we are. I learned a lot about me. That when you strip away the material things and the numbers on the screen... there is nothing underneath. This isn't..

A knee jerk decision. This is something that has been a long time coming. I almost feel a sense of clarity. The guilt and the pain I will inflict on my family doesn't hurt as much as the hollowness I feel everyday.

This isn't just because of the extreme financial difficulty or recent loss that I have experienced. This is merely what sent me over the edge for good. This is the reality of my mental health. I don't have enough in me to claw myself out of this hole. Please forgive me.