MCV 30 Under 30 2021 
trust me, with time you will learn to ignore it and have fun! it’s hard for now but it gets easier. if going home is best then do it, but remember what they hate is seeing you strive and have fun instead of moping around making them think they’ve won!https://twitter.com/sarahlongthorne/status/1154891407485800451 …
We’ve called the night and gone home early. I’m relieved tbh. Nights out always make me feel like crap for almost the exact reason he so lovingly illuminated. Usually it’s less vocal but at least I won’t have to deal with even the implication now. I wish I didn’t care.
