I wish I meant as much To myself As I seem to mean to you I'm not feeling desperate Or anything triff like that I'm just tripping On rainbows And pulling down Lonely stars To fill myself Where I feel empty And pack it all Into something That respects me When I look In the mirror
You may be in the midst of a biochemical FUBAR. Symptoms of depression can result from brain chemistry gone awry. A general practitioner, these days, should be well-trained to help you regain some balance.