QUALIATIK

also fuck, being on tour alone for 6 months made me realize above all else like ..... if you cant share these experiences w anyone else on a deep level .. its gr8 to get that psychically intimate with yourself , but there's no point once you're lonely + living in an echo chamber

..to challenge that with practical evidence of the surprising parts of myself , personally and creatively , that emerge when dared to deliver in a collaborative setting

not to say that the work done in complete isolation isn't equally valuable and/or challenging , or possessing of the same potentiality -- they are merely two sides of the same coin. but isolation + alienation hav always been my comfort zone fallback , so it has been exciting..

it even feels that the intensely formative work done solo is kinda in preparation , to have the subconscious threads of what can emerge as elaborate idea-conglomorates , on the spot , in these instant-action dynamics