if i had to give a genuine reason to continue living this is what I would use//https://twitter.com/punkpraxis/status/1248411491444776962 …
unchanging life and environmental conditions are a major part of the despair we experience. we can only work on personal improvement which doesnt defy reality. i never found a legit reason to live (i still don't really) but this is the most helpful, least harmful thing i've found