Mi'sen

I would like to conclude this by saying that this is not "the blueprint", or the only way to have an awakening. It's just one of the ways. There are lots of other ways it can be done.

Having a long standing, formal spiritual practice like meditation does make you more prepared and more likely to have an awakening. But I also know people who've had various awakenings through: - psychedelics - tantric practices - reading a profound book - help of a guru Etc.

Having a framework does seem to be helpful for doing the work, otherwise the "I am insane" period post-awakening can last longer and be more damaging. It also seems that dissolving the framework is a good idea after the work is done, so it doesn't turn into dogma.

Don't forget the "I am insane" period *before* awakening. Without a map, it's really easy to get stuck there. Potentially for the rest of your life.

How's your experience of dissolving the framework been? I can't even bring myself to respect any framework to begin with, so I wouldn't even know where to start... I'm sure it's easy to slip into when the results come, though - judging by every enlightened person I know.

Really good point about the "I am insane" period before awakening. The potential to get lost there if going without a map is maybe even greater than post-awakening, because there is less clarity and one is more prone to delusion.

I am on some sort of cusp now, I think. I have normal days, and days where I identify as much with my sole or any other sense object (don't know why the sole, but it's really persistent) as with any "normal" sense of self.

If I didn't know this was completely normal, I can guess it might throw me for a loop or five.