Trying to write an ode to religion, intuition, alchemy, all the things that the rational world has forgotten, but it is becoming a patchwork of inner voices and I fear it won't be coherent to anyone but me.
Perhaps if hodge-podge patchwork context is tricky to convey you could attempt a different medium or format. Like a conversation transcript (the person you’re talking to wouldn’t have to be real but I suspect that would help)?