Ok let's address Arbitrary Awards. It's not going to happen this year. Some have suggested I just take my time and release it sometime in 2018. I dont hate that idea, unfortunately I also dont know how I'm going to feel. Health-wise I'm in bad shape, most days I can't speak well
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Mentally I'm in the worst place I've ever been. I'm trying to slowly work my way out of that place. Doing a video scares the shit out of me right now. I panic over every little ache and pain. Some of that's in my head, some of it isn't. I dont have a plan.
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Replying to @Totalbiscuit
Your physical & mental health are more important than any video mate, do what's best for yourself. Wishin you strength
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Replying to @miracleofsound
but thats the problem. Not being able to do those videos is what's driving my mental health into the ground. My motivation comes from my ability to work and support my family, if I can't do that I dont have a sense of self-worth
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Replying to @Totalbiscuit @miracleofsound
that and this is America, my physical health is directly tied to my financial health.
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Replying to @Totalbiscuit @miracleofsound
Maybe do something smaller scale or that's not game related for now? Your dogs? Anything. Something that doesn't require too much stress / exertion but most of us would still enjoy.
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Replying to @MBK1226 @miracleofsound
that is something my therapist recommended yesterday. Try to do something for a relatively small amount of time every day that provides that sense of accomplishment. I'm trying to do that today and be realistic about what I can do and not hurt myself again
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Hope you can find a balance that works
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