Tomorrow’s the service for Tiff and there’s a part of me that still hasn’t fully processed that this is real. I still pick up the phone with the intention of calling her, and then I quickly remember she’s gone. It’s a lot. Grief like this is a real mother fucker.
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I thought work would take my mind off of things but that hasn’t been the case. I fire up the stream, then realize that it’s going to take all the energy I have to put on a face and do something worth watching. Real low energy. Which makes me feel like I’m letting you guys down.
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But then chat shows up and reminds me that I have one of the best communities on Twitch. I do appreciate all of the support from you guys. A lot. So much love and consideration being chucked my way from a lot of complete strangers and it has been very heartwarming. Thank you
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I do understand that grief and healing and all that take priority over everything and I have a strong support system in friends, family, &
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Anyways. I appreciate you guys letting me vent. I know that I’m a lot stronger than I ever gave myself credit for in the past and that I will get through this with the support of those closest to me. I hope whoever’s reading this is having a peaceful night. See u guys Sunday
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Everyone needs time to grieve and process man. Take all the time you need. All our love to your family
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