All this * what I meant before was, that's how intimacy happened the first time. There was no beautiful moment building up to that. It was literally out of nowhere a kiss attack and next minute in my pants. I remember I felt drugged & could barely remember anything the next day.
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Replying to @marie_skou @serenalburg
It was a red flag. I was so drunk I thought I was drugged, I was literally seeing 'clouds'. That's what I remember. I thought about it a lot the next few days. The problem is the morning/days after he was really nice (love bombing) and soon a relationship developed 1/
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He took me to a a music school the next few days where he had rented a room with a piano where he played a song he had recorded for me. Things like that. So even though the first night he 'kiss attacked me' and sex happened in a well - not very romantic way... 2/
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Because he was so romantic/sweet the days after, I marked it down as we 'got drunk together', while in reality he 'fed me drunk'. Apparently he remembered he had sex with me without condom & many details. I was quite taken aback by it later - because I couldn't remember. /3pic.twitter.com/r5gaDXB2oo
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Initially because everything got romantic quickly after, when he started to ask how consensual that first night had been, I reassured him. Truth is
@Exurb1a had sex with me without a condom while I was drunk - while he wasn't drunk like me. That's how the relationship started. /42 replies 4 retweets 8 likes -
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Another red flag. After a night out when I had drank alcohol again, we had a fight about him being rude to me. He started off make-up sex by putting me on my legs, and tried to a/nlly p3netrate me. He said it was an 'accident' when I said 'wtf'. /5pic.twitter.com/cVJjQJR8gg
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Then, he assaulted and raped me while he was drunk (and I wasn't). And, then, he sexually assaulted me again when he came over to visit me when I was hospitalised, while he had drank a few pints.. /6
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Replying to @PhotoandGrime @marie_skou and
So I have 4 bad SEXUAL experiences with my rapist on alcohol -
@Exurb1a, who is an alcoholic & still jokes about his alcohol/drug abuse on@teamyoutube. And people wonder why I speak out... I've addressed his addiction in my newest video: https://youtu.be/niIvJXVkV_w#TIMESUPYOUTUBE2 replies 8 retweets 10 likes
This thread has been hard to read Pieke, because of my own experiences with drunk men. It's like I've said before, He's a manipulating bastard!
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Replying to @marie_skou @PhotoandGrime and
It’s hard for any women to stand
#metoo
opens wounds that have scars... but if my hurting again helps any women or child speak up ... I am willing we are all willing or we wouldn’t be a part of the #metoo
it’s time for radical change. We are warriors not victims any longer0 replies 2 retweets 4 likesThanks. Twitter will use this to make your timeline better. UndoUndo
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