Ordinary Banana

oh shit what up i'm the same why do you think you don't self-loathe? it actually seems far more the norm among the depressed to self-loathe than not afaict. the 'world-loathing' archetype is more represented in shooters i'd guess.

it’s hard to even carve out a segment of the world to hate

Imagine an inverted narcissism: Your locus of consciousness is not "in you" most of the time, like it is in most, but instead outside, observing. You see that the primary cause of all suffering you see (your own and others) is the actions of your self, and so you blame this self.

Whereas the narcissist takes as axiomatic that he is good (and other, bad), the self-hating does not. The self-hating simply sees that the only common factors across all negative experiences is himself, and then runs with this.

https://twitter.com/discordianquote/status/152488610443169795 …

this is a serious explanation btw. we are treated by our environments as worthless and detestable, due to incentives that need no expansion here. being seen to maintain a position contrary to that of your environment is always dangerous. and the best way to lie is to believe

hurting ppl

I have sincere doubts that any explanations here will amount to useful information. The view from a person who experiences self-loathing is clouded by their own self-loathing. The view of someone who does not is nothing more than extrapolation or pattern matching.