I’ve been smoke free for a year now. This means that I haven’t had one in a year. It doesn’t mean that I don’t occasionally want one so badly that I have to write out a list of why I shouldn’t. Fortunately, the list is massive, as is my willpower. 
In that time I’ve come up with stress coping mechanisms that sometimes work and sometimes don’t. I’ll message friends, go outside and take deep breaths, light candles and stare at them, make tea...lapsang souchong mainly, because it’s a campfire you can drink.
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It’s unjust of the cosmos to have made me a being so attracted to fire without being able to breathe it myself. Maybe in my next life I’ll come back as either a dragon or an ifrit and this little problem will be fixed.
But until then...
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