I cannot say it any better, my lady. I am a walking, talking wound. A wound time can't erase. I've spent my whole life trying to recover something from my childhood that, in retrospect, probably never existed. Chasing a phantasm.
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Scarring your children for life is inevitable. Even people with good childhoods still have scars in some way bc of events in their earlier years. Being aware of that alone should make people think twice before procreating.
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True that. But what they did to me wasn't accidental. It was downright neglect. Denying a child dental care when their face is swollen in pain and agony... I would not do that even to someone else's child, much less my own... I wouldn't do that to a pet...
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I feel u. If my cat isnβt eating, Iβll take him straight to the vet if he has infected abscess. Iβm happy to pay $160 to make sure he is okay. I canβt understand parents who are like that. Many kids hear walk around barefooted even in winter bc their parents canβt buy them shoes.
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My dad had the money. He just didn't want to help me. Fuckin asshole. And I was slaving for him at his job, with no pay. I shoulda killed him, when I was still a minor. I'd gotten out of lockup in a few years with good behavior.
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Itβs the narcissism. Most narcissists are either stingy or strategically generous with money + a hidden motive. I remember one of my colleagues told me she ran away from home, went flatting, lied about her age + started working at 14.
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The beatings, the shaming, the guilting, that they laid on me from early childhood on up had me so conflicted and fucked up, I have yet to unravel it. Stockholm Syndrome. Plus, I guess I'm just fuckin weak. I regret I didn't kill them and burn the house down.
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I probably wouldnβt have killed them or burnt the house down, just escaped + tried to build a better life for myself. Nothing is worth killing them over. I have noticed recently that children killing their parents is becoming more common.
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Well, yeah... that's exactly what I did ASAP... got the fuck outta there... I thought we went over that already?πlol
I can understand why children kill their parents. No, really... I can
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Makes sense. I look at Gypsy Rose Blanchard - she had no way to escape than kill her mother. There was another case where these girls in America killed their alcoholic mother + almost didnβt get caught. Parents who kill their children seem to get more sympathy than vice versa.
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The children's interests always take a back seat to the parents' interests. The whole "We're havin a baby!" bullshit is not about the baby, it's about the parents... aren't they special?
No one's ever had a baby for the sake of the baby. It's always for them