Yeah, I was like in a trance when I tweeted those things. Thank you so much for your concern. I don't feel like I should burden you with my problems when you have enough of your own. I love talking to you tho. We talk for hours but it goes by so fast. Amazing
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Iβm always here to listen + itβs never a burden for me. I spent almost 2 hours on the phone w one of my best friends in another city w really complicated problems. It helps to get things off peoples chest. Itβs always my honour + pleasure to help high quality ppl in this world.
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Bless you, Sarah. You are my antinatalist soul mate.
Those tweets are simply my past. They actually happened. Nothing can be done to help it. It is shocking, though, that parents can be so oblivious to their own child's pain and suffering, isn't it?
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Every human walking on the face of this earth has so many invisible wounds + deep scars that all lead back to their most formative years. Parents tell us to βget over itβ + society tells us to be βgratefulβ for it. I see it as a hindrance + damage very difficult to reverse.
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I cannot say it any better, my lady. I am a walking, talking wound. A wound time can't erase. I've spent my whole life trying to recover something from my childhood that, in retrospect, probably never existed. Chasing a phantasm.
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Scarring your children for life is inevitable. Even people with good childhoods still have scars in some way bc of events in their earlier years. Being aware of that alone should make people think twice before procreating.
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True that. But what they did to me wasn't accidental. It was downright neglect. Denying a child dental care when their face is swollen in pain and agony... I would not do that even to someone else's child, much less my own... I wouldn't do that to a pet...
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I feel u. If my cat isnβt eating, Iβll take him straight to the vet if he has infected abscess. Iβm happy to pay $160 to make sure he is okay. I canβt understand parents who are like that. Many kids hear walk around barefooted even in winter bc their parents canβt buy them shoes.
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My dad had the money. He just didn't want to help me. Fuckin asshole. And I was slaving for him at his job, with no pay. I shoulda killed him, when I was still a minor. I'd gotten out of lockup in a few years with good behavior.
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Itβs the narcissism. Most narcissists are either stingy or strategically generous with money + a hidden motive. I remember one of my colleagues told me she ran away from home, went flatting, lied about her age + started working at 14.
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The beatings, the shaming, the guilting, that they laid on me from early childhood on up had me so conflicted and fucked up, I have yet to unravel it. Stockholm Syndrome. Plus, I guess I'm just fuckin weak. I regret I didn't kill them and burn the house down.
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I probably wouldnβt have killed them or burnt the house down, just escaped + tried to build a better life for myself. Nothing is worth killing them over. I have noticed recently that children killing their parents is becoming more common.
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Well, yeah... that's exactly what I did ASAP... got the fuck outta there... I thought we went over that already?πlol
I can understand why children kill their parents. No, really... I can
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