I'm torn between making a pot of coffee or going back to bed
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I was worried about you. Iโm glad youโre feeling okay. Whichever floats your boat. Iโd probably go back to sleep, but thatโs bc I havenโt been sleeping well lately.
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Why were you worried about me? I don't feel okay and I don't feel not okay. I don't know what I feel. There's a chronic state of angst running thru my veins. But, what else is new, right?
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Your tweets from last night. Retelling your whole life story. I thought you werenโt doing okay. Was happy to see you on my TL again. Iโm always here for you if you ever need anything. Iโm grateful to you for everything youโve done for me.
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Yeah, I was like in a trance when I tweeted those things. Thank you so much for your concern. I don't feel like I should burden you with my problems when you have enough of your own. I love talking to you tho. We talk for hours but it goes by so fast. Amazing
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Iโm always here to listen + itโs never a burden for me. I spent almost 2 hours on the phone w one of my best friends in another city w really complicated problems. It helps to get things off peoples chest. Itโs always my honour + pleasure to help high quality ppl in this world.
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Bless you, Sarah. You are my antinatalist soul mate.
Those tweets are simply my past. They actually happened. Nothing can be done to help it. It is shocking, though, that parents can be so oblivious to their own child's pain and suffering, isn't it?
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Every human walking on the face of this earth has so many invisible wounds + deep scars that all lead back to their most formative years. Parents tell us to โget over itโ + society tells us to be โgratefulโ for it. I see it as a hindrance + damage very difficult to reverse.
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I cannot say it any better, my lady. I am a walking, talking wound. A wound time can't erase. I've spent my whole life trying to recover something from my childhood that, in retrospect, probably never existed. Chasing a phantasm.
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