I'm torn between making a pot of coffee or going back to bed
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Make that pot of coffee. Drink it in bed.
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I do everything in bed. I'm in bed right now. If I drink a pot of coffee and go back to sleep, I'll have to get up and pee. Then, I'll be up again. Up and down. Up and down. That's my life.
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Similarly, I don't get out of bed, either. I don't drink coffee, but I bring my water with me to have available for my pills, at different times of the day. I hate getting up to pee, but can't avoid that, either.
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Yeah, I hate having to get up to pee. Now I'm up. But I'm not really up. It's more like I'm in the twilight zone. In between up and down. The question is whether to fully commit to getting up or to let myself go back down...
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I get that. Even if my mind cannot commit to anything (because it simply wished it could switch off at will), my body often makes the choice for me - as I get light headed & nearly hit the floor as I begin to fall. That's how I stay in bed...but I still gotta pee, heh
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Yeah, I'm clinging to the walls sometimes trying to make it down the hallway...