Yesterday was a good day. I got my nails done, did laundry, cleaned up, finished a chunk of my assignment + had a productive day. Iβm heading to bed at 2:30am. I have been writing everything on my whiteboard. Got so much to do tomorrow. I hope I can always be like this...
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Now the drugs are kickin in lol
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I hope I can stay like this for a while. Much needed to stay productive while taking a break from the workforce. Iβll do my best to stay on the lowest dose + not take the medicine everyday, so I donβt get too hooked on it.
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OK just don't end up in a rubber room wearin a straitjacket blathering like an idiot in the nut ward lol
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Iβll try not to. Iβm the most terrifying person to be around when Iβm in a psychotic state, I think I can actually kill someone or do something crazy without being conscious of what Iβm doing. This is partially why Iβm working towards a higher paying job, work drives me insane +
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Yeah OK that's what I meant to say... don't end up locked up in prison on a mass murder conviction that you can't even remember committing lol
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Iβll do my best. Itβs the last thing I want. I hate publicity + fame, so I need to be kept in check so I stay out of trouble.
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If I was there I'd be watchin over you like a mother hen but then you'd probably kill me in a fit of psychotic rage just to get me off your back so it's probably best the way it is lol
Cut those pills in half if they get to be too much for ya
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I'd never kill u. My close friend was basically my caretaker last year when my episodes got really bad. The worst thing I ever did to him was telling him I never wanted to see him again. I'm taking 10-20mg + happy to cut down if needed. I appreciate the fact u look out for me.
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They always say that. "I'd never kill you". Just before they try to kill you.
lol jk
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