Yesterday was a good day. I got my nails done, did laundry, cleaned up, finished a chunk of my assignment + had a productive day. Iβm heading to bed at 2:30am. I have been writing everything on my whiteboard. Got so much to do tomorrow. I hope I can always be like this...
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Now the drugs are kickin in lol
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I hope I can stay like this for a while. Much needed to stay productive while taking a break from the workforce. Iβll do my best to stay on the lowest dose + not take the medicine everyday, so I donβt get too hooked on it.
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OK just don't end up in a rubber room wearin a straitjacket blathering like an idiot in the nut ward lol
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Iβll try not to. Iβm the most terrifying person to be around when Iβm in a psychotic state, I think I can actually kill someone or do something crazy without being conscious of what Iβm doing. This is partially why Iβm working towards a higher paying job, work drives me insane +
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I donβt see myself working for very long. I need to save a lot of money + have a good safety net so I can always take time out to take care of my mental health. I hope working in a high paying, high demand, male dominated industry will be a lot better than where Iβve been.
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Yeah well the idea of being in a high pressure job with a lot of alpha male testosterone macho madness all around me sounds like a real dream gig
[note: sarcasm alert]
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Hahaha π. A male dominated workforce is heavenly when uβve worked in female dominated industries where bullying + abuse is notorious. Men have more class than women + less schadenfraude - I noticed when I left my last job, none of my male colleagues harassed me unlike the women.
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Yeah you're probably right. Those bitches will hen peck ya to death. lol
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Many older women r the hardest + most unpleasant to work w. I found working w female managers quite hard, but to be fair, I had the worst team leader ever who was extremely passive aggressive + spent his whole time trying to sabotage me + my colleagues - that triggered me a lot.
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I hate people
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