I'm sure he was lol
I dont know who's buying what, anymore. I'm pretty isolated. Don't really watch or read much news either. Used to be a news junkie. I see a clip or two on Twitter. That's about it.
Fuck the world. I don't care anymore.
Am I depressed?
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You aren’t depressed, I think you are indifferent to news bc it’s just the same depressing propaganda over + over again. My cousin told me her secret to looking young is not watching the news. Sometimes for the sake of ones mental health + sanity, not watching the news is best.
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I dont even own a TV. I was referring more to the not caring about the world. If the whole planet goes up in smoke, I really dont care.
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My bad. I don’t have my own TV either, aside from watching a little bit of TV with loved ones once in a blue moon, I haven’t watched TV since I was 18. I don’t care about the world either. Caring is emotional labour + mentally exhausting, not giving a fuck is proper self-care.
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You care. Youre very conscientious about your work and self improvement and being active. When I read your tweets sometimes I'm like I dont know how you can expend all your energy on that stuff. But you say youll get depressed if you don't. And I respect that
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I guess for me it’s a cope or it’s my perfectionism or internalised fears + I live in denial. That aside, I used to read a lot of geopolitical articles + listen to a tonne of informative podcasts + I haven’t done that in ages. I really have lost all interest in that.
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I know. You're a sharp cookie.
That's what I figured. Doing a lot of stuff is a distraction.
You do what you have to do to maintain. Everyone is different and has different needs.
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I’m glad you understand. Often times I feel like burning this world down to see if I can finally feel something. When you realise life was imposed you, you feel a sense of weakness. Basic tasks feel like trying to take a piece of steak out of the mouth of a lion. It really sucks.
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I can hardly do anything. I managed to go to the store today and get some groceries. That was like a major accomplishment lol
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I fucking hate Walmart or any grocery store all those fucking people and I don’t know why but one always seems to want to try have a conversation with me
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Fortunately, I live way out in the sticks. The little store I go to is never really crowded. I just have a hard time doing anything. I have to be out of practically everything before I'll go to a store or even leave the house.