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My first memory at about 2 or 3 years old is my mom snarling at me and sticking a shitty diaper in my face, and I distinctly remember thinking to myself how did I get into this fucked up situation... I felt like I'd been set up...
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Damn man, I can’t remember that far back but I remember being 7 when I was in the hospital doing chemotherapy for leukemia and thinking this is what life is being sick like this why would parents want to bring a kid into this world
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Yeah... exactly. That's what I meant by my comment, "There must be some mistake". Like, I'm not supposed to be here... you know... this wasn't in the brochure I was on the toilet. She was shaming me. I'm somewhere around 2 or 3. She was a tyrant.
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"Look what you did!" Her expression hateful, stickin a shitty diaper in my face, making me feel totally worthless. I was crying, really feeling bad, and thinking "How did I get into this?" Seriously. That's my first memory. An existential crisis at age 3
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It’s just something that ought to show people that should stop having kids why bring a kid into this shitty world and take a chance on them having to go thru chemo or even something like you went through
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