In the next couple of days, I will farewell my best friend, bt from this friendship, I will take many lessons. I foresee that I will b battling between striving for excellence + self-improvement, educational development + my frequent thoughts of suicide ideation + existentialism.
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These have nothing to do with my friend, but they are me battling with my own demons. I will keep our relationship cordial + I will do my best to try never to get close with any human being, whether they are a friend or romantic partner. It always ends with one hurting the other
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unintentionally, bt life gets in the way. I'm anxiously awaiting an acceptance letter + my course material so I cn at least keep myself busy doing something. In the meantime, I may need to compile somewhat of a to-do list to try + keep myself as occupied + productive as possible.
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Why are you saying farewell to your best friend?
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He lost his job (unfair dismissal) + has to move back to a bigger city 8 hours drive away. I probably wonβt see him again unless his plans to do business goes through and he invites me to join his team. Sad to see him go, but itβs hard to maintain a friendship in distance.
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Ahh, I see. I'm sorry. But you can still be friends with him.
I thought you two had a falling out or something. I was like... what?
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Itβs okay. Im going to support him in his court case, Iβm compiling evidence for the corruption in his industry to push for heavy regulation. Itβs a bit awkward being friends w a married man w a family when we are miles away even though he + his wife r separated + we r platonic.
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Usually in situations like these that sadly happen frequently to me, I end up making the relationship very cordial where I only send cards on birthdays + New Years. I will come to visit for weddings, birth of new born babies, funerals + other important events but that will be it.
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