It's like a scene from The Exorcist. It's like he's possessed by demons & lashes out at you all & you have to be strong & not take it personal. It's got to be tough on all of those involved. I hope the drugs kick in soon & get him calmed down.
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Personally, I wouldn't want to go see Metallica. Being in a large crowd like that would make me crazy. Haha. But to each their own. If it makes you and him happy, then go for it. I am not against happiness as long as no one is harmed.
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Well, if you do it, don't do it expecting anything from him in return, like appreciation. You know he's not well. Just do it out of the goodness in your heart & then let it go. I'm not trying to lecture you. Just tryin to head off any resentment later on.
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It might be good for both of you. It's worth a shot. Go for it. Be in the moment. I hope you find some joy in it even if only for a short respite.
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I hate goin anywhere, anymore. Haha. But when I was 30, like you, I was bouncing around all over the place. So, go for it. Do what you want to do. Travel, go to concerts, see your friends. Enjoy yourself. You deserve it.
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I understand. I have mental & emotional problems. I self medicate. My living habits are probably not very healthy. I should go out more & try to be more social I guess. But maybe not. People really get on my fuckin nerves. 2nd thought: nah. I'ma stay home. Ha
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What happens is I go out & socialize & have a drink or two & the next thing ya know I'm talkin about how stupid life is & the perpetuation of it & everyone is looking at me like I'm some kind of leper or some freak or something & then I'm even more alienated
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No doubt about it: since I've gotten older, i have a lot less fucks to give. Haha