Yeah, you are either one extreme or the other. It's too bad you can't channel that energy and keep the frequency level somewhere in the middle. You know... create a balance. But some ppl can't. I understand that. We used to call em 'manic depressive'.
I dont do anything unless I have to, and, even then, it might not get done. I'm flatlining most of the time. I mean, there's the chronic suffering of existential dread or angst that goes along with being alive, but, other than that, u can't get much out of me