1st time I smoked pot I was around 15 & a sense of relaxation & relief came over me. I was like "Wow! Let me breathe for a minute." It was temporary relief from the stress & angst, the fear & worry.
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Pot didnt help me thru difficult times. It's always difficult times, every day. Just being on this planet w/ 7.5 billion assholes breeding & torturing each other is difficult times. You keep talkin about pot, weed & acid. But you dont do the shit? wtf?
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Yeah. Me, too. I only smoke pot to keep from having a mental breakdown... like... every damned day.
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Because I haven't died, yet, I guess. I don't know. I'm not sure I understand your question.
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I've already told you I am weak & pathetic & a fukn loser. But, for christ sake, you're the suicidal case. I've never tried to kill myself. You're way ahead of me in that department. Tell me about your suicide attempt. What was your plan? What failed?
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That is incredible. Your tweets are like you have a sweet life, your parents dote on you, you travel, youre into writing & creativity. Yet you've tried to kill yourself multiple times? Rat poison? That had to taste pretty bad. So the dosage wasnt high enuff?
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Damn! You just got mad & then drank rat poison? It's hard for me to imagine that. But I'm only goin on your tweets. I guess you have a dark side that I am not aware of, obviously. That had to be a horrible experience. My god woman. Is there anything I can do?
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Yes, I'm aware that well heeled, affluent people get suicidal also. Can you explain "conscience centered"? I know what a "conscience" is, like, a moral value system. Youre centered around a moral code? What kind of moral code do you subscribe to?
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Yeah, I agree. Life sucks. You've read my tweets. ha ha. No need to fill you in on that. I have learned to just stay mostly to myself. I don't hang out w/ people too much. Today have not seen anyone. I can go for days without seeing anyone. I prefer it.
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