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Sep 30, 2018

My dad has never given me anything. As a kid I had an abscessed tooth. My face was swelling. Double vision from pain. He wouldnt take me to dentist. I scrounged up $15, hitchhiked to dentist. Tooth pulled. Staggered back down street bleeding, leaning on stuff

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@OhMyAngelaLove

Sep 30, 2018

Wow, ant on sugar, you've been through a lot. No wonder you wanted to leave your parents permanently. And no one can blame you for encouraging youths to live off of their parents as long as possible.

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@joedan346

Sep 30, 2018

I was his slave, imprisoned. I was too weak to run away or murder him. He had a way of guilt trippin me. He'd beat me. I had green & blue & black bruises. Once I asked to borrow his piece of shit car to get my license. He yelled "No!" Should have killed him

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@joedan346

Sep 30, 2018

Have 2 sisters, 1 bro. All older except lil sis. Older sister was treated harshly but mean to me. Brother had pent up rage. He hardly talked. He would beat me unconscious sometimes. He was 4 yrs older. As a kid, he was stronger. They treated lil sis the best

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antoine sugar

@joedan346

Sep 30, 2018

Yes, I agree with you. Opening up like I have tonight, I see how antinatalism was beaten into me by my own family; why I am such an unrelenting, adamant, hardcore antinatalist and always have been.

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@OhMyAngelaLove

Sep 30, 2018

Your opening up like that may have helped you realize something important. It's certainly enlightened me as well. Thank you very much for sharing your valuable experiences, ant on sugar. You've always been a great member of this community.

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antoine sugar

@joedan346

It wasn't even really a "decision". It was more like I was repulsed by the idea of breeding. By my early teens my thoughts on reproducing were like "Oh, hell, no! I am not forcing someone else to go thru this shit. No way." By jr high school, I dreaded life

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antoine sugar

@joedan346

Sep 30, 2018

Or it could just be observing all the stupid fukn shit people do to each other every day all over the goddam world that might have turned me against procreation... maybe...