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My dad has never given me anything. As a kid I had an abscessed tooth. My face was swelling. Double vision from pain. He wouldnt take me to dentist. I scrounged up $15, hitchhiked to dentist. Tooth pulled. Staggered back down street bleeding, leaning on stuff

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@OhMyAngelaLove

Wow, ant on sugar, you've been through a lot. No wonder you wanted to leave your parents permanently. And no one can blame you for encouraging youths to live off of their parents as long as possible.

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I was his slave, imprisoned. I was too weak to run away or murder him. He had a way of guilt trippin me. He'd beat me. I had green & blue & black bruises. Once I asked to borrow his piece of shit car to get my license. He yelled "No!" Should have killed him

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Have 2 sisters, 1 bro. All older except lil sis. Older sister was treated harshly but mean to me. Brother had pent up rage. He hardly talked. He would beat me unconscious sometimes. He was 4 yrs older. As a kid, he was stronger. They treated lil sis the best

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My family was very violent. Everyone beat on me except my little sister. I never hit her but I would tease her horribly. A few years ago, I apologized to her for that. I was catching so much hell from the other family members. She knows but won't admit it.

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You never knew when the violence was gonna happen. Id walk into the house & get knocked down by my brother. Or mom would hit me with an object. Violence outta nowhere. Dad would come home & chase me into the street sometimes, tackle me & beat me in the street

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I dont know what the fuck I did to make them attack me. I've asked them before, what did I do? They all say I would talk back. I'd ask them again, "So if a child talks back, you beat them mercilessly?" They just shrug their shoulders, like, whatever.

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Yeah. I was mouthy. I mean, I would call them on their stupidity & I think they just wanted to beat me into submission. It didnt work. But it did fuck up my self esteem. I still think I'm a worthless piece of shit sometimes. Something to be beaten. Im no good

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No. I never was really violent. I got away & met hippies & did drugs & got into buddhism & expanded my mind, as they say. I was drunk one time & hit one of my friends when I caught him with my girlfriend in her apt. I think that's the most violent I ever got

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I think they're full of shit anyway. I would just walk into the room & get beat down. I didnt have to say anything. They were all pent up emotionally dysfunctional assholes & I was their whipping boy. I'm at peace w/ them because I live hundreds of miles away

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