isis agora lovecruft

can you imagine going to someone's house and they just have bits of their genitals floating in a jar on the bookcase? i, for one, would absolutely swoon

yesterday the anaesthesiologist said i needed an additional letter from either my GP or the cardiologist.. we got the letter from the GP by the afternoon, then he tried to reject the letter because it had my correct name and pronouns and we had to waive a court order in his face

then after that he said he needed BOTH letters. this was at 5pm, the night before i was scheduled to have surgery.

somehow an on call cardiologist was able to see me this morning, and took a third EKG. he started laughing and said the anaesthesiologist has said “some strange things that didn’t make any sense”

so previously, when the anaesthesiologist said i was a “pretty young woman with unexplained seizures” and that i couldn’t have surgery because of it, he took an EKG immediately AFTERWARDS, while i was shaking from rage and on the verge of tears

he apparently then went around with the bad result telling the other doctors that he suspected atrial fibrillation, hypertrophic, and some other mishmash of cardiac conditions, presumedly as yet another way to try to block me from getting surgery?

can’t even imagine how transphobic someone would have to be to be so hell bent on denying someone care, but i guess the answer is, this fucking guy

anyway my heart is fine, the cardiologist was nice and said “i’m not a neurologist but you really are a textbook case of someone with psychogenic non-epileptic seizures”