hexnovo

Tfw realizzi che non avrai mai una vita normale e morirai male e solo lol

Can't wait to pass so I can stop feeling mortified when I have to turn down men who hit on me thinking I'm a girl...

also i was kinda decent at painting digitally?? yet now i can barely use the bucket tool, send help

anyway I failed philosophy back in high school and my graduation thesis' all about phenomenology and shit. it is progress? no, i'm just dumb and self destructive and i'm here reading baudrillard for the third time and still not understanding it. im gonna cry

Honestly writing my thesis is draining so much energies from me that I refuse to graduate again. How do people do it more than once

I'm sorry commissions are taking so long this time, I'm Hella busy with school and finishing my thesis work and trying not to die in the meantime :'l thanks everyone for the patience

hrt update: my baby moustache has started to thicken and darken BUT ONLY ON ONE SIDE (tragic yet funny)

watching foreign ppl cook italian dishes drives me nuts, i kid you not. it's a torture.

EXCUSE ME, DID SOMEONE SAY DOROHEDORO ANIME

Uh oh, my voice is starting to drop and hjjgg yEAH

At least now I know why I'm fucked up by default and I have yet one more reason not to have biological kids

The concept of transgenerational psychology would be cool - ancestors and beloved family members shaping you and sort of still existing within you - if only what you inherited from them wasn't just traumas and pain lol

I'm gonna treat myself for once! I say, eating one dried tomato out of the jar with my bare fingers. I'm Italian and broke please don't judge me.

my teacher sent me an article that i could use for my thesis that has been written by one of the doctors who denied me from starting hrt a couple years ago and like...i'm not even gonna waste my time reading that