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Hey just save up little by little. That way by the time you have some vacation time, you can come and visit your friends in sunny Florida

:( Something that helped me was realizing that I can only go up. So since I was already at my lowest, I figured I might as well take the chance to see if things get better. They did, and they will for you too with time.

Hey man, I feel the same way. Not a day goes by when I don't think about doing it, ever since I stopped trying anyway.. to stave off those feelings I just think "Ugh. Too much work I don't feel like it." and that helps me cope, so maybe it'd help u too? idk...

Honestly the best thing that I've done for self help in that regard is isolating myself to play single player games or reading comics. It can defs vary person to person on they deal with things but it's been sparking more joy. More than happy to lend an ear if needed.

It's hard to break out of that rut. But at least you're able to talk about it, rather than suffering in silence. Getting better isn't easy, but having the balls to say something allows others to be mindful and supportive.

We have our ups and downs, but what matters most is that you keep on moving. You may want to go back into those dark thoughts, but you will get out of them, I know you will

Keep talking about your feelings on it. It helps me to do a gratitude journal. Everything else you're doing is great and I'm proud of you for how well you're doing!