I feel like a terrible person and I wish I could make up it up to those hurt by my actions. I hope maybe one day I can...I'm still learning a lot and accepting my unsavory behaviors/patterns.
Maybe it's really too late and that's not up for me to decide. All that's in my control now is to wait and accept. If it were me four months ago I'd have crossed boundaries out of desperation.
But it doesn't stop me from having a very public mental spill on twitter dot com 
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AT LEAST THERAPY IS TOMORROW that makes me feel happy. Still mad at myself for sabotaging a lot of things that I want but I can't change the past. I can only make a better future. Professional help does make me feel a lot better, even when it can be harsh. I need to hear it.
Pokaż ten wątekDziękujemy. Twitter skorzysta z tych informacji, aby Twoja oś czasu bardziej Ci odpowiadała. CofnijCofnij
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