I think...I was in a trauma bond and my therapist speculates I have some strong CPTSD. I'm just relieved she doesn't think I have BPD or NPD because I have been really...beating myself up over it. Like a lot. I have lost all my self-worth and confidence.
I'm no angel either and I can openly admit my faults--begging, letting my anxiety control outcomes, anger outbursts, and mistrust. I just want to heal, forgive, and all that junk.
| INFP | hopeless idiot lesbian
wolverine fucking sucks
warcraft:


DON'T LOOK AT ME. I AM -STILL- A SOFT-HEARTED, FORGIVING DOPE. My friends hate me s2g...
At least I'm getting professional help now. Working through shit so I don't burden people who matter to me!