Whenever you’re expecting something to change to be more enjoyable to you, it won’t.
When you change your perspective and become aware of the instant reality around you, it might.
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It might also start feeling so utterly repulsive that you realize that it’s not what you want at all. Consider that a blessing and divine redirection, listen to your intuition and allow it to guide you where your real purpose is.
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If this isn’t a possibility at the moment, anchor yourself in the present and become aware of your body, thoughts and surroundings. Remember that everything is transitory, and that no light ever shines without darkness.