Dude, it was obviously a joke. I was stupid enough to join in a shitpost that people were doing thinking it was just a harmless joke in a nsfw channel that was only visible for those who wanted to see it. It was over the top to be funny. Nothing bad was meant to come of it
"It was just a joke bro I'm a good person this was uncharacteristic of me." Practicing to be a politician? You showed your true colors bud. This is like the "I tripped" rape defense. Everybody can tell you were fully torqued while writing that infernal smut.