oh man. one of the only people I confided in the night after I was assaulted reached out to tell me she remembered our conversation and believes me. 8 years of self-doubt, washed away in the surf in a single second.
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When we don't believe people, that's what we do: we make them internalize the abuse and blame themselves. It's double the pain. I wish I could say this is the only abusive situation I'm trying to process the trauma from rn but it's not. Not even the only one *in this industry*
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There was a person in my life during that time who was extremely emotionally and verbally abusive to me. And every time I felt the distance grow around me, or lashed out in anger and pain, they were there to remind me of how much I was embarrassing myself.
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They distanced themselves too, eventually, only coming around privately, and occasionally to berate me again. The words "I've never been so ashamed to be your friend" were spoken. A crushing thing to say given how much shame and stigma and loneliness I've felt.
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The past few days, I've learned exactly how toxic this person has been to multiple people in the industry. Between that, and what's happening here today, I'm gonna purge all the internalization of all this garbage from the past 8 years and stop blaming myself
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Unless you've caught me at just the right time or been a long time follower of mine, you may not know how much self-loathing and self-hatred and paranoia and fear has gone into the past 8 years, feeling the distance grow around me. I almost didn't survive this.
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I'm so sorry for everything you went through, Holly. Thinking of you.
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