So story time. I get a lot of questions in regards to me being ace. "Have you had sex? How do you know?" Well let me tell you how I know. Here's a thread. Tw: manipulation, abuse, assault.
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G tells me he no longer wants anything to do with me and he said, verbatim, "if I do this now when you're already at your lowest point, it can't get any worse". As soon as I got back to FL 2 days later, I made my first s*icide attempt.
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I never wanted to date again after that because I could not deal with the heartbreak and rejection. So let's skip to fall of 2009, a few months after the funeral. I had to do an acting thing for kids for Halloween hay rides.
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We had a "wrap party" at my classmates house and her mom let us drink. She had a friend of her brothers over. He was about 23. When we all went to sleep, I chose to take the floor so every one else could have beds or the couch. I do not remember this guy's name.
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Let's skip forward a few more years. To when I was 19. We went to metrocon in Tampa. I went to the rave with my friends and went outside to smoke. I met a guy and started talking to him casually. We chatted for a while and started kissing.
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So every one is asleep at this point but me because I have a hard time sleeping when I'm drunk. The guy comes out of the guest room and gets on the floor next to me. Pulls the blankets over us. He told me to be quiet. My friends were asleep maybe 10 feet away from me.
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He decided we needed to move somewhere more private because people kept staring at us kissing. So I innocently followed him. He was nice enough. He didn't give me any bad vibes. We kissed a little more and he eventually forced me to the ground and pulled my shorts down.
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He proceeded to violate me with his fingers and tried to actually penetrate me. It didn't fit and he gave up and went back to his room. The next day we did a photo shoot on the beach and there's pictures on my old laptop of me in a bikini with him holding me from behind.
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He didn't bother to use a condom. It took him five minutes to finish. He escorted me to the bathroom and I cried as I cleaned myself out. He calmly walked me back to my friends who had been looking for me. I had apparently been missing for over an hour.
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