Beck @ Overwatch

So when I was 4 I was abused by a family member. And again from ages like 6-9. And again when I was about 12. All 3 instances were with different family members. I won't disclose who they were but if you know the story personally then you know who I'm talking about.

Then I hit the tender age of 14. I had a crush on this guy that was legit the hottest fucking guy in my school (at least in my opinion) and he was interested in me. We'll call him G. Again, if you know, you know.

So one day G texted me and had me meet him at his locker. He was a grade above me. I was a freshman. And he asked me if I wanted to kiss him. Cause we'd been flirting back and forth for a while. So I said yes and we kissed.

My knees literally felt like jelly after the fact and I already knew I was in love with this guy. I was stoked. The hottest guy in my school was into me. It was a huge ego boost. And then we started "dating". I use that term loosely because we were together for maybe a month.

So about 2 weeks into the relationship G and I were at his house. His parents weren't home. And we were fooling around a little. And he pushed the idea of us having sex on me. I didn't feel ready to do that but he made it seem like he would dump me if I didn't do it.

So we wind up having sex for the first time. And he dumped me two weeks later. He didn't really speak to me for like 3 days prior to dumping me. He said "I can't lie to you anymore, I don't love you" and I fell apart. I was in love and gave up the little bit of innocence I had.