Beck @ Overwatch

Okay so big thread incoming. Recently I've done a LOT of introspection. For a while I've identified as non-binary. Basically in easy terms I'm in a super grey area of the gender spectrum. Sometimes female. Sometimes male. Most times it's neither or a mix of both.

So in regards to that. Recently I've been feeling more masculine more often than not. So I'm trying to decide if I want to actually transition from female to male. I'm trying to get as much input from my trans friends as I can before I make a solid decision.

The main problem I have is hardcore gender dysphoria. Especially regarding my chest and my hips. I'm -ahem- a thicc bitch. So big hips and ass. Big tiddy. I've recently invested in a compression bra and that's helped me some (since I can't afford an actual binder rn)

So for the meantime until I figure my life out, I would prefer for people to refer to me using neutral pronouns instead of feminine ones. And i would like to be called Beck instead of Beth. I'm working on gathering documents and money to legally change my name.

I was planning on changing my last name anyway to separate myself from my father (but that's a story for another time). So I figured I would go ahead and change my first name as well to something a little more neutral.