Okay so life update thread here in case anyone was wondering. My dad cheated on my mom and moved out in November. I lost my job at Hot Topic in February. I'm now working for FYE. Its pretty terrible. I don't get enough hours or make enough money. But good news in the comments.
I got in with a therapist. That's been helping a lot. I dug up some old memories. Like 20 years old. That's been very difficult. Ive been talking with my therapist about being sexually assaulted and molested. Its helping to a degree.