thought death was my number one fear, but really my fear is a bad life the fear of death comes around whenever i feel like that latter fear is coming to fruition
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Interesting. Whenever I’m having really enjoyable moments with loved ones, I get hit with deep sadness about death taking it all away. What’s a bad life for you?
a bad life is one where: I die without hope for the future of humanity + the greater biosphere, and I am not satisfied with my contribution to the wellbeing & longevity of the above (so squandered potential through wasted time/inhibitory systems)
