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thought death was my number one fear, but really my fear is a bad life the fear of death comes around whenever i feel like that latter fear is coming to fruition

I think death still scares me if I sit and make myself think about it for a while, but normally it doesn't intrude on my daily life much at all anymore

Madman. Even if I'm not explicitly thinking about it, I think subconsciously it motivates 90% of my being (what a value, what I do, anxiety etc.) Teach me your ways

Really idk! I wish I could help. I had anxiety about it maybe from like late elementary school to middle school but it just kinda went away...

(but I don't know that my overall level of anxiety subsided at all; it may have just changed subjects...)

You know @mingyurrinpoche — who I believe of everyone we've ever measured has the very highest neural correlates for happiness — has a mantra that he recites every day. https://sashinexists.com/quote/all-things-are-impermanent-death-comes-without-warning-this-body-too-will-be-a-corpse/ …